When I was a teenager, I was overweight and was bullied at school for my weight. I tried many methods to lose weight and constantly was on a diet, which, of course, was no fun. As a result of this bullying over my weight issues, I developed a severe eating disorder by the age of 14. Over the next 10 painful years, I was alternating between anorexia and bulimia. During this time, I lost a lot of weight, was skeletal and my period even stopped for a year because of malnourishment. Sadly, conventional treatments did nothing for me. In short, my health was in serious trouble.
I always was a very sensitive person, and I spent a lot of time alone due to how my eating disorder made me feel. One day in my early 20′s when I was studying to become a doctor at Uni, I found myself in a lot of pain. My stomach and my back were in agony. I didn’t want to take normal painkillers such as Nurofen or Asprin that upset my stomach and Paracetamol wasn’t effective.
Without the influence of pain medications and with my pain rising, I sat on my bed, holding a pillow. I started swing back and forth trying to get into the rhythm of my pain. I don’t know how long I was swinging back and forth hugging the pillow before I realised that I was actually in a different state of consciousness.
Soon, instead of the pain, I started to feel tingling in different parts of my body. This new sensation was pleasant, and felt similar to a mild electric current. At this point, I also noticed that I was able to transfer the energy current of my body to different areas of my body simply by redirecting my attention from one part to another.
What astonished me was that I could also see my organs from inside. The new mental and physical state I was in had actually opened up a new way of seeing the human body. When I moved my attention to my stomach, where I had what could accurately be called extraordinary pain, I saw a red inflamed lining with little ulcers around it. This likely was due to the recent vomiting. Looking closer and more intently, I noticed that when my attention was on my stomach it was tingling with energy. The sensation was actually calming and pleasant. I played with this energy like a child.
I don’t know how long I was sitting in this state, but I eventually fell asleep. When I awoke in the morning, the pain was gone, simply gone, as it had never existed in the first place. I felt refreshed and I felt completely different; I was transformed!
My urges to binge and purge were completely gone. When I thought about binging-purging, my body quickly responded, “Oh, no – not me. I am not doing this ever again.” My whole body, mind, body and spirit, supported me in healing the eating disorder. Never again did I have the urges to binge-purge and my stomach was free of the problematic hunger pains. I couldn’t have been happier!
As a result of this intuitive healing journey I did extensive work and research on eating disorders and intuition. I have written two books “Mom Please Help. Positive Energy Treatment for Anorexia-Bulimia” and “Cure Your Eating Disorder: 5 Steps Program to Change Your Brain. Neuroplasticity Approach.”
Also, I have created the Bulimia Self-Directed Neuroplasticity Program which helps sufferers to stop their bulimic voices and obsessive thoughts about food and binging-purging episodes.
Specialised Meditations for bulimia, anorexia and binge eating have also been created as a result of my long term battle with an eating disorder.